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July 11, 2009



*drags nails over her scalp*

Sat Jul 11, 2009, 5:49 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: power drills and hammers...
  • Reading: the label on the back of a paint can...
  • Watching: big burly he-man men pull walls down...
  • Playing: Huh?
  • Eating: sunflower seeds
  • Drinking: water


Ung, I'm so mad at myself. I screwed up in the dumbest way possible and I didn't even know until recently. I'm correcting things now. Just bear with me for this next week. I'd have known this sooner if I could have gotten to the library to check messeages and emails. I am SO sorry anyone this effected.

I read notes... Guh... I'm ashamed... I'll get to respond in the next day or two but I ask for at least this next week (renovations at my new place *___*...). This is a generic auto-response and kinda impersonal BUT I will get back to you personally. "First, I'm not upset. I understand completely and if I plan to be a pro I need to be more focused and disciplined. I apologize again (this is probably the 20th time...) about the delays. I need to learn to work AROUND all of other things. I should have tried WAY harder and if you are final on your decision there's no hard feelings on my end and I appreciate that you helped me when you did :). Thanks for understanding and again for your patience."

LOL, oh man, I feel like a loser just typing that. But hey, gotta own up to my mistakes and excuses.

Oh yeah, Advice to anyone, male or female looking for an apartment; don't settle for just anywhere AND don't let them pull that not enough income/you're single shit on you. WHO makes $30k a year? The people who are RENTING out the places don't even make that?! I pretty much got told because I'm female and have no man I'm at more risk of being late on rent/having domestic issues not associated with someone in a stable relationship/and I may be a liability in a building that doesn't have secure doors at all hours of the night. Because OTHER bitches are letting their drunk/high boyfriends into the building. I am apparently a statistic. YEAH. Mind you most of the property owners were MALE and had to comment on me being 'attractive and smart' and get their egos stepped on when I didn't respond to their come on's. I'm applying for an apartment, not a soulmate! So this apartment hunt was a nightmare-ish learning experience :D. The things you learn as you get older. I'm 25 now too... Guh.  

The only new art I have is commission art >__>;;; I'm still not going to post anything until I get those emailed out and all finished. Why does anyone even watch me? LOL!


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Gabbi Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
I hope things will work out for you!
To bad I live in the wrong country, then maybe I could have helped with the apartment thing. Or maybe you've already fixed it?

Good luck with the commissions!
I miss your art here on dA :heart:
TwistToReality Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sue them for sexism and harassment, then you can just buy yourself your own mansion >.>;
Kinagaki Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2009   Digital Artist
Ugh, that sucks about your apartment hunting. Hope you land something soon.
Also, have you had the chance to start on my commission yet, if only a sketch? I'd just like to see some WIPs. :)

Take it easy, and I hope things work out for you soon!
LostKitten Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2009  Hobbyist
Ugh apartment life sucks. So much. I have no clue what the first part of your journal was about, but OK. :D

Kick those guys in their jimmy next time they say stupid things. Then they won't consider you a liability for getting hurt. :giggle:
No-Nami Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2009  Student General Artist

But, yeah - I call shenanigans on that crap about you being a liability because you're single/a woman. I know plenty of single women who can still kick arse with a nine-iron at hand. They should be worried about the skanky hoes who bring in a different guy every week. One day they're gonna get in a fight with their baby's daddy and VOILA - some bitch gets capped.

Another statistic.

I feel your pain about the commissions. >< I'm sorry you've gotten those notes. But, I look patiently forward for when I get to see mine because I know you do amazing work and it will be worth every penny. :heart:
Bluegothika Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2009
thats so rediculous really thats a idiotic statistic. oh and its no problem about getting to your art. hope you find your apartment.
Jennaluna Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2009
OK, sweetheart...take a DEEP breath :D!
You know that old song that talks about "everything is gonna be alright":music:? Well, corny- but true.
I'm sorry you were abused by those yahoo's. I'd try to rationalize it, but the honest truth is some people don't know which end their head is on...and which end their a*s is. And they tend to think with the wrong one.
Your work is beautiful (both in content and execution), and I wouldn't admire it (and vous) if I didn't think you worked hard at it.
Take care of yourself...those blonde babes don't draw themselves! It takes ladies like you and me to do it.
:hug: ~Jenna
Paramnesia Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2009
[i]WHO makes $30k a year? [i]

Depends on age, the state you live in, and education. [link] Artists probably fall on the low end of things; they don't call em "starving" for nothing.

Can you get a cosigner? [link] That's what I did until I got a full time job after college.
Xatrioxic Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2009  Professional Traditional Artist
I was afraid you might have forgotten my picture i had wanted in support for your MIA tablet =/ I put it on the note line what picture i had ordered in the was about 3 months ago

A little bit of Sunshine print/qty 1 was my order.

Best of luck with the apt stuff...i know how tough it is
AlanRalph Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2009  Professional General Artist
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